i love you

I got to see my boyfriend today after an entire week of not seeing him! That may not sound like much, I know, but it's the first time we've ever been apart like that for the 10 months we've been together. He got me a cute little New York mug from Starbucks on his way down to DC. I probably won't see him again for another few days, and I only got to really see him for a few minutes, but it was very much worth it. ♥

it's been a while

I apologize for not being around much! Since last Wednesday, I've been in Orlando at the Hard Rock Hotel for vacation, getting to enjoy the sun and hopefully gain a little color so I'm not so gross and gaunt. (: We've also been going to Universal Studios, and it's the annual Mardi Gras celebration. So, besides all the rides, I've gotten some pretty sweet views of the parade and the Plain White T's, who performed this past Friday. Hope you all are enjoying the beginning of spring!

as always

I was throwing up all morning, boohoo. I'm feeling a little better now, but I probably won't go to school again tomorrow. I've decided I have the worst immune system known to mankind.

alexander wang boots giveaway

Erika over at Fashion Chalet is sponsoring a giveaway for the CUTEST boots ever! If you too want to own a pair of Alexander Wang's Dakota Lace-Up Boots, head on over this way.

wishlist: ombre

I absolutely love Korean clothes. I know most of it is inspired by American or British clothes anyway, but somehow, Korea does it the best! I'll probably make quite a few of these wishlists for different sites. These are all from Ombre Shop.

[1 | Pastel Jeans // 2 | Pastel Leggings // 3 | Grey Wash Jeans // 4 | Powder Blue Jeggings // 5 | Striped Knit Sweater // 6 | Moustache Tee // 7 | Grey Long Sweater // 8 | Green Blouse // 9 | Floral Dress // 10 | Pastel Knit Dress // 11 | Pretzel Knit Shorts // 12 | Brown Oxfords // 13 | Bow Ballet Flats // 14 | Antique Ring]

finally

I got my new laptop! Ah, a computer that's all mine. After my last computer broke almost two years ago, and I was using everyone else's computers... it's a really nice one too! It'll be good to get back on track with my internet addiction.

I have super bad cramps today. I'm not going to rehearsal because we're doing choreo and dancing? Not happening when I'm in this much pain. I'll just pimp out my computer instead.

accepted

This past week I got my acceptance letter to Fairleigh Dickinson University! They're giving me a $18,750 scholarship, for each year, and that's not even including the FAFSA, school and national scholarships!

I'm very excited. I'm still waiting to hear back from Montclair, sure, but I want to go already! Finally I'm taking the necessary steps in life. College is only a few months away, and I'll be a new person, I'll start over, a better person. :3

pinterest

I totally forgot I had a Pinterest! My mom introduced me to it when it first came out, and she invited me... I used it for like a week, haha. But I've deleted all my old boards and I'm going to start using it again. Follow me if you're interested!

is this real life

I neeeeeed this! It's a pen that records literally everything you write/draw and you can upload it onto your computer. Ah, the uses, the uses... Here's the website.

floral fashion

I absolutely love this entire outfit! Floral pants, slouchy sweaters, cute shoes - what I wish my wardrobe was made of and more.

i am now deaf in one ear

My right ear has been clogged since yesterday. This rarely happens to me, so when it does, it is the absolute worst thing ever, sigh. I've been using the heat pack/steam method starting this morning, and I can feel it loosening. So hopefully it will go away soon! If not, I'll definitely be calling the doctor.

Thank the heavens we have a four day weekend D:

i am a giant stress ball

and it's going to kill me.

scarlet starlet

Absolutely in love with this song.

and here is the "my life sucks" post

I had my heart set on college. Escaping this small town, getting away from my family, starting my higher education, formulating life plans. I just wanted to start anew, refresh my life. But, things are slowly crashing around me. I have no job, no car, no money. My parents can't help me pay for college, and I have no personal savings of my own. I have no car to get me out of here and help me find a job.

So, for now, looks like I'll be stuck here a little longer. I'm starting to apply at every stupid little local place I can think of, hoping one of them will hire my sorry ass. So far, no dice, but I must be hopeful. When I get the money, I'll buy a car. I'll be putting some away to save up for school. And we'll see where life takes me then.

evil woman how you done me wrong

Today was the first read-through for my school's musical - we're doing "Xanadu"! Exciting, I know, haha. Our director decided to torture us and not tell us our roles until the read-through. But, I'm quite proud and happy, as I got one of the main roles :3 For my first and last musical, it's going to be a blast! Time to be Calliope, muse of epics!

princess fashion

I absolutely LOVE these! Such great fashion inspiration. Besides the fact that, regardless of what anyone else thinks, I love the Disney Princesses so much, they're my unsung heroes. Credits go to Viria at Tumblr!

smile

I don't really know how to smile, haha. I was just super happy - I got my braces off! This picture also makes my face look really, strangely big... ah well.

nadia esra

She is my inspiration in all things. Check her out. ♥

wishlist: knock knock

All from KnockKnock! Do these say anything about me?

[1 | Health Life Log // 2 | I'm Going to Die Journal // 3 | Self-Therapy Pad // 4 | Make a Decision Pad // 5 | Paper Pickup Nifty Note // 6 | Passive Agressive Nifty Note]

theatre/forensics competition

Today was my first theatre competition (Forensics) since last year! I did a dramatic pair with my best friend, and it was so much fun. We didn't win anything but we didn't go to win - we went to have a good time. We did really well though, getting 88 in the first round and 92 in the second - out of a possible 100. Can't wait for February 11th!

I'm about to go out to Olive Garden with friends and the boyfriend for some unlimited soup, salad, and breadsticks. nomnomnom~

montgomery clift

 

They certainly don't make 'em like this anymore. ♥